21 years old man's random stuff 4.25

1. I notice that I cannot express myself well in English. 

    I guess I gotta learn more.

2. Some reason in these days, I cannot write any new songs.

    Haha,It might be lack of talent, but well, I should pray harder than before.

3. I have a feeling that I might have to lead praise for awhile,

    I thought I was just make up praise leader, hmm. 

    Thank God to give this opportunity, but I feel pretty bad for the simon.

    Lots of stress, but well, God will show my way.

4. I am now 21, but I still don't feel it. I expected dramatic change.

    But well, if it does not happen naturally, that means I have to work on my life stlye.

5. Stupid Google Adsense. :/ 

6. I notice that I did not pray enough. I should pray more. Not only left over time,

    But I should give my time to God.

7. I bought John Lennon poster yesterday, It is just awesome. 

    Now I feel like practice guitar more. 

8. I had such a great great birthday, Thanks everyone, esp Dark Chocolate Crew and JV

    I never expect something like this. It was AWESOME-  

    So yeah, Even though I am not holy enough, I should care about people 

    and pray for people more.

9. Hopefully I can get rid of this bitterness for my life, and need to get rid of rage like this.

   But well, It will be hard. I don't want my super ugly side coming out. It never came out 

   yet in US. I wish I can get rid of that. But yet, I will be myself.

10. I kind of decide that I will act like adult, like adult, adult. Not like adult body with

      children mind. But I dunno where to start hahaha.

11. For my opinion of justice I will do whatever I can.

12. I notice that I am addicted by stupid internet news paper. Why not something else 

      that is productive donghee? GUH- I hate feel wasted.

13. I finished Korean drama called "cain & abel" It was fun. But now what. hahahahaha

      I need to find something else for my spare time. Hopefully I can do some holy stuff.

14. I just notice that being positive and not getting stress is two different things. 

      That means I have to work on my lifestyle even harder.

15. Funny thing I notice is when it's at night time, I like, not only like but love quietness. 

16. There are so many things that I don't know what to do, and I will just rely on God.

      I believe he will help me or give me some kind of wisdom. Amen.

17. chris brought dumpling, and that dumpling was so good. 

18. Even though I became 21, when I see myself in the mirror, I am keep saying

      "Donghee you are young and sexy" Yeah I need to grow up or something

19. Even though I became 21, I still dreaming fly. Yeah I think my hometown is Neverland

       I am not a psycho and I know human is not made for flying around, we cannot take poo

       like bird. Actually, if we can fly, that means we are gonna take a poo everywhere hahaha

20. People think that I am emotional, but I am the one who can control my emotion.

       I think I can fake out my emotion for other people. But since I am 21, I quit.

       I will just be myself. I will not show my emotion easily.

21. I just notice that I am freakin random. 

22. 화이팅 동희, I can do everything in him who gives me the strength!