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9/16/2009 My idea of Blog(Translated)

(Same post as http://dongheejun.textcube.com)

(If you want to read Korean original version, come to following blog; dongheejun.textcube.com)

During all of my blogging period, I always had second thought about the "Blog"

Is this blog is just for myself? Am I write these article just for myself?

I notice that I am in some kind of mannerism.

I wrote same story with same contents with same Criticism.

And I always insists that this blog is just for myself, but it was not.

Deep inside I wrote all this ideas to show others.

For example, I wrote some blog post to criticize about some kind of immorality,

But I wrote those blog post just to show others that I have "SAME IDEA" with others.

I did not even wanted to criticize, but just for others.

I wrap myself for other people to think that I am a good person and I had some idea with them.

I was ashamed of myself and I kind of stop posting new ideas.

I stop my textcube blog and tistory blog. and kind of stopped to post new things on blogspot.

Anyways, I started blog once again without any theme or subject.

Hopefully I can have some idea soon, also I hope that I can find some good people online,

and I wish I can actually post my idea freely.

There is something to think about

Many of stuff happen in Korea.

1. I am losing about 10 lb right now, but I wish I can lose 20 more pounds.

I am not eatting(well, kind of I eat few times a week)

but traditianal Korean medicine, which is just full of fibers.

2. My little brother is making me and my parents mad.
I am trying to understand what he is thinking but I never can.
O well. hopefully I can trust him someday. At least, I wish there is peace in my house.

3. There is my dog, he like to licking my hair. Is it normal?

4. I was watching movie called "Pay It Forward" The movie is.. hmm.. it's nice movie. I did not
say it's good movie, it's nice movie. Well, I guess it's good.

It's like philosophy of helping others. I guess it's Multiplication of doing good stuff.
Even though ending was kind of gay oh wait it is not "kind of" it's just gay.
well so I guess that is why it got 6.8 out of 10 stars.

5. It is very hard to adjust my life to my motherland, or maybe my house.
What an ironic situation. Well, about 25 more days in my country.

I am getting burned out

I have too much stress...
Life SUCK

Adult.

Adult should have brain that is mature, not just mature body.

Adult should be responsible on what they said

Adult should have better understanding on the situations.

Adult can do most of things by themselves, but they know importance of cooperation.

Anyone can say some smart and logical words.

Yes, it proves that they are smart, but it does not prove they are adult.

You may like to give lecture to other person.

But real adult also like to give lecture to themself.

Every person has some kind of fear for their unclear future.

Difference between Adult and Children is Adult know when to step forward.

Am I an Adult? Are you an Adult?

@ church- Things that I want to do

hahaha Im at church.. I sort of what am I doing now. hahaha

I want to, well not want to but need to study, but this environment...

O well, plenty time to study.

So yeah.. I am doing this cuz I got plenty of time to kill, so yeah. Let's start.

=Things that I want to do=

1. Go to starbucks, does not matter that who by myself or not, drink some nice cold or nice warm coffee and listening some Jason Mraz, Jack Johnson and John Legend with just writing bunch of stuff.

2. Go to whereever with easel and just draw nice view. I don't care if it is mountain or beach, wherever is fine, even in middle of city is fine.

3. Simply hang out with people, do some random stuff. Like Pentland BBQ? nah something not as extreme as that.

4. Start record my music. Recently, I wrote some music, but I could not have chance to record. Also I want to do some podcast, freakin, I need Mic.

5. Use my Camera and take some nice photo and write short essay about it

6. Want to go to some concert, and enjoy. Whatever concert is fine except Country muisc and Classical music. I don't know anything about those two.

7. Go to Jazz bar, listen live jazz, and drink some nice wine and cheese. Smooth Jazz sounds good

and etc.. and hopefully do those things with someone I really care... :)

Human cannot always do the things that they want to do.

I saw some kind of vision of myself that make a huge success in some kind of business.

I don't know how, but I am pretty sure that I have to prepare to make those vision come true.
So yes, no complain about my situation and school works and study to do. I deserved it.

I joined Children's Ministry, I decided to take these classes. So, I will do my best whatever I got.

Everything is going to be alright, Especially lot of school work is not just cursing,

I belive God gave every stress and hardships for me to grow.

YEAH! It's Time to Shut up and do what I need to do, not I just want to do.

I hate to say this, but thank you God for giving me such a great goals and vision.