@ church- Things that I want to do

hahaha Im at church.. I sort of what am I doing now. hahaha

I want to, well not want to but need to study, but this environment...

O well, plenty time to study.

So yeah.. I am doing this cuz I got plenty of time to kill, so yeah. Let's start.

=Things that I want to do=

1. Go to starbucks, does not matter that who by myself or not, drink some nice cold or nice warm coffee and listening some Jason Mraz, Jack Johnson and John Legend with just writing bunch of stuff.

2. Go to whereever with easel and just draw nice view. I don't care if it is mountain or beach, wherever is fine, even in middle of city is fine.

3. Simply hang out with people, do some random stuff. Like Pentland BBQ? nah something not as extreme as that.

4. Start record my music. Recently, I wrote some music, but I could not have chance to record. Also I want to do some podcast, freakin, I need Mic.

5. Use my Camera and take some nice photo and write short essay about it

6. Want to go to some concert, and enjoy. Whatever concert is fine except Country muisc and Classical music. I don't know anything about those two.

7. Go to Jazz bar, listen live jazz, and drink some nice wine and cheese. Smooth Jazz sounds good

and etc.. and hopefully do those things with someone I really care... :)

Human cannot always do the things that they want to do.

I saw some kind of vision of myself that make a huge success in some kind of business.

I don't know how, but I am pretty sure that I have to prepare to make those vision come true.
So yes, no complain about my situation and school works and study to do. I deserved it.

I joined Children's Ministry, I decided to take these classes. So, I will do my best whatever I got.

Everything is going to be alright, Especially lot of school work is not just cursing,

I belive God gave every stress and hardships for me to grow.

YEAH! It's Time to Shut up and do what I need to do, not I just want to do.

I hate to say this, but thank you God for giving me such a great goals and vision.

Just thoughts

Honestly Summer school is boring.. Im taking only two classes...

I have one class everyday. Yeah. It's boring. I got too much energy left over.

what should I do? should I draw again? Can't even remember how to draw now.

I am not emo or anything, but I feel kind of lost in Riverside.

Seriously except going to school and study little bit, there are nothing to do

I cannot imagine how can I go through this last year. Oh yeah, I was playing game. haha

I am pretty hyper now... hmm... golly, what should I do right now? or tmrw or free time?

Whatever. Hopefully There is something to do tmrw.

The Music what I listen when I was wild young kid..

So, I was reading Chandracular's blog, and I saw the post called

"A taste of what I grew up listening"

(url:http://andrewchandler.blogspot.com/2009/06/you-dont-hear-me-talking-about-secular.html)

And I feels like introduce what I grew up listning. These music still affects me try to write music, and those band use to affects my band a lot except the Queen and the Beetles. So yeah, here we go.

Band:부활 Title: 사랑할수록

When I first heard this song, this song freeze my blood. I dunno it is that good or not, but it was.

Deep Purple - Burn

Many of people said Led Zepplin affects them when they were young, but in my case Deep purple and Greenday affects most. Maybe it's because my dad like them, so he play the Deep purple and Greenday song over and over again, but their songs are very attractive to me.

X-Japan... I wanted my band to be like that, but I notice that, my member's were pretty good and my voice was crap.. hahaha.. But yes, their fast songs are freakin good, song like this are freakin good, they are legend in my mind...

So, after X-japan kind of gone, I got into one of Korean band called "EVE" Some reason, their style is pretty similar as X-japan's songs. But still have a lot difference, and since this band is Korean band and songs are not hard, so it was do-able... Their song is good. Since they are gone now, I am listening some of underground musicians...

So yeah, those songs and the bands affects my life, hahahaha... I was listning these bands during I write this post, yeah... FLASHBACK!

Done

Done with school.

Kind of happy, Kind of sad

I just want to quit

Finally I am tired of everything. I am seriosuly burned out.

I am tired to show my happy face to every single people.

I am tired of everything that I am doing right now.

I don't want to study, I don't want to go to church or whatever

I just don't want to do anything, I just want to rest in peace.

I feel like my freakin brain cell said stop working!

I tried to be a good person and stuff, but I never can be the one.

It's just pretend to be the good one, not in real.

What the hell am I doing in this planet? Who the hell am I? Really
I can't even remember what I was like.

Everything is confusing. So much things to worry about.

Try to hide my bitterness towards others, Try to hold it everything I want to

Why life is complicated and confusing? FML