I am tired to show my happy face to every single people.
I am tired of everything that I am doing right now.
I don't want to study, I don't want to go to church or whatever
I just don't want to do anything, I just want to rest in peace.
I feel like my freakin brain cell said stop working!
I tried to be a good person and stuff, but I never can be the one.
It's just pretend to be the good one, not in real.
What the hell am I doing in this planet? Who the hell am I? Really
I can't even remember what I was like.
I can't even remember what I was like.
Everything is confusing. So much things to worry about.
Try to hide my bitterness towards others, Try to hold it everything I want to
Why life is complicated and confusing? FML
2 comments:
James, it's okay. Life will be hard, but let me be there for you too. Just let me know and we can just take some time to relax. You deserve a break. You really do!
Hiding the bitterness isn't easy, but when Christ takes it away, it'll get better. Why hold onto everything when God can hold onto it with no effort?
It doesn't matter if you don't show a happy face to me or if you don't want to pretend anymore. I'm not your friend because you pretend. I'm your friend because you are who you are. I don't know all your faults, but I am willing to accept them just as you've accepted MANY of my faults.
I place my trust on you and I believe in you. Take a break! Get some time to think things over. I promise I won't get mad at you for it. ;D
Hey, you are an exceptional person. Not just because you know how to play guitar, or that you are good at video games, or that you are good at being humurous. It's because you are you. Remember that!
God doesn't want us to be a good person for Him...He wants us to be REAL with Him...
i think you need a ranting/yelling session with God....instead of all those NRBs and cooking and chillin....for you to enjoy those...you gotta go back to God and be straight up real with Him...
you can yell, shout, and even cuss (i did it couple of times honestly) at God... but in the end, it will be He that will take everything in and carry you.
you and i will definitely have a vacation after school ends :D.
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