1:49 AM SRB - Random thoughts

1.

It is really quiet. No light, no noise, no one snore.

It is really really quiet. My own Granmarc room is louder than this.

Pretty exciting. I love quietness and darkness.

I re-notice that I am pretty creepy. 

2.

Today at 7, we had some brother's bible study in SRB. 

And I somehow I end up with pray with chris about our vision and goal.

After that prayer, I started think about those 5 questions.

 

What is my Goal? 

What is my Dream? 

What is God's plan?

How come I cannot see God's plan for me?

Where am I going?

Hopefully I can find the answers soon.

3.

My camera broke down. During the Spring break, my old buddy went to God's hand.

Now, I need to find a new buddy, but yet, I don't have money to get new buddy.

That makes me feel sad. I want to take a pictures! AGH-

4.

I am leading praise by myself at 3-4 pm front of the bell tower.
Hopefully God gives me good leadership to lead praise well.
Please God, please be with me.

5.  

I finish my song, "As much as you gave your love for me(그대 주신 사랑만큼)"
I don't know it's good or not, but since it's praise song, hopefully through this song,
I wish I can glorify God's name. 

6.

I re-notice I am a hater. I hate stuff and some people. I should not though.
I wish I can love and accept everyone. It is kind of tough. 
I still feel murder someone or like at least break their bone or something
God, please teach me how to love others who makes me freakin mad.

7.

My blood type is not AB. It is O. Gosh. and Zorba's burger is always awesome XD

8.

I am going through so many hardship such as a visa status problems, whoever read this,

Please Please Please pray for me.

9.

I really really really really really "REALLY" want to go 노래방(Karaoke) and sing some
Weird songs. Yes, you can tell, I am stressed. haha..

10.

I notice that I am hypocrite. I wish I can be myself, but not the person who others people want me to be.

11. 

I notice that every single random thoughts getting shorter and shorter.

12.

I have to go to morning prayer. God, wake me up. I want to praise you.

13.

There are so many people that makes me feel happy. Not only people makes me crazy.
I thank God seriously. If those people are not here, I might be the worst murder.
I wish I can make more friends like that.

14.

I am gonna be 21 in 2 weeks. I can't believe I am so old. I feel like I am still 10 years old kid.

I should invite Peter Pan to my room. So that I can go to the Neverland. I don't want to 

become a old people. When I was freshman, I make fun of so many seniors and juniors, because I thought they are freakin old and wrinkly. But now I am freakin Junior. What the crap. It's like "Who is sucker now? Huh? HAHA" I am freakin old.

15.

Perfect Hang out plan. 

Korean BBQ buffet -> 노래방(Karaoke) for 3 hours -> Movie theater -> Go to really moody cafe with good coffee-> Go to Sushi place -> Shopping -> come back home and rest. 

Freak, I want to do this right now.

16.

I wonder why I cannot fly like bird.

17.

chandler's sorry sorry dance is really freaky, but funny. I don't want to dance. and why the Super Junior's fat guy's name is same as mine? What the gay.

18.

I wish I can use Ha-du-ken, so that when there is a trafic, I can blow up the freakin cars.

19.

Whenever I go to other people's blog, I feel huge depress, not because of their writing is emo, but just they write post so well. I NV U GUYS ALL!!!! 

And I kind of feel sorry for u guys who is reading this. But well, "Sucks for you"

20.

It's already 20. Wow. Gay. Anyways. I notice that now I got nothing to write and I have to go to sleep. it's already over 2. FREAK!